Kamis, 14 Juni 2012

Thank You So Much For Giving Me a Million Reasons To Smile Everyday

Sebenarnya kalau mau diceritakan, tidak terlalu penting. Tapi, saya sudah gak kuat menahan 'bebannya'. Kalian bisa melihat saya tertawa diluar sana, tapi tidak 'didalam sini'. Melihat kalian tertawa dan tersenyum memang membuat saya senang. Tapi batin saya tetap saja menyimpan kesan yg sangat tidak kalian sangka.


I never feel like I'm home since this situation get harder and harder. I leave my house for 2 days or more, sometimes. I don't feel like I have father, like I have big brother. I never have 'sharing friend' in my house. If I remember this situation, it always can make my tears comes out. I'm so tired here. I loved to be alone, but sometimes I feel lonely too.

I love writing. My immortal friends are book and pen. Everytime, everywhere, I love writing. They (book and pen) always know what happened to me, what I feel than anyone. I have a lots of book with the story inside, a paper with a poems with story from my heart. I have 2 book about my first love, I have 1 book about my life, I have 3 book about my family, and I have a lots of paper and I don't know how much it. No one knows about it.


I always wishing about the miracle. And make this situation get better. They never know, and they never realized that I need a help. If they don't know, then they can't care. But I loved everything I have. Thanks God. You gave me a wonderful and greatest people around me.


Please help me and make me strong.


Thank you so much for giving me a million reasons to smile everyday.


Thank you for loving me.


I love you so much♥

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