I never feel like I'm home since this situation get harder and harder. I leave my house for 2 days or more, sometimes. I don't feel like I have father, like I have big brother. I never have 'sharing friend' in my house. If I remember this situation, it always can make my tears comes out. I'm so tired here. I loved to be alone, but sometimes I feel lonely too.
I love writing. My immortal friends are book and pen. Everytime, everywhere, I love writing. They (book and pen) always know what happened to me, what I feel than anyone. I have a lots of book with the story inside, a paper with a poems with story from my heart. I have 2 book about my first love, I have 1 book about my life, I have 3 book about my family, and I have a lots of paper and I don't know how much it. No one knows about it.
I always wishing about the miracle. And make this situation get better. They never know, and they never realized that I need a help. If they don't know, then they can't care. But I loved everything I have. Thanks God. You gave me a wonderful and greatest people around me.
Please help me and make me strong.
Thank you so much for giving me a million reasons to smile everyday.
Thank you for loving me.
I love you so much♥
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